Please - someone answer - I need help! - I'm thinking about suicide if this doesn't work out?

Your in Montreal. Canada has less of am emphasis on where the degree is from then the States or what have you. As long as you finish school and get the degree, I wouldn't worry about it. What are you planning on doing once you are done with your schooling? Anyway, your life is short enough as it is. Stop worrying so much and you will most likely start doing better.