Help am i scared of death or the past.?

You might not be one of the people to believe in this sought of thing, but neither was I, I saw a psychic. Apparently this sought of thing is known to happen, and it is what the believers like to call the angel of death. Your stories lead me to believe that because you escaped death once, it came after you again. And if it is not that then maybe you just have a fear of death. Are you seeing a psychiatrist? They might be able to suggest something. Smoking Cannabis wouldn'y help so I'm glad your trying to quit.